This is my weight loss blog and I have currently lost 81 pounds! 19 until my goal!
SW: 260
CW: 179
GW: 160
Height: 5'8

 

I do these on Debbie Siebers Slim in 6 and I HATE THEM. I hate all squats really…but..but..but they make your ass look so damn good I can’t say no!

I do these on Debbie Siebers Slim in 6 and I HATE THEM. I hate all squats really…but..but..but they make your ass look so damn good I can’t say no!

(Source: berryhealthy)

Damn right! The earth don’t stand a chance against my gun show!

Damn right! The earth don’t stand a chance against my gun show!

Anonymous asked
hi! you're really pretty. :) btw, how long have you been doing this fit thingy?

well thank you! I’d say I’ve been going on and off for almost 2 years maybe? I’ve got a great memory most of the time…except for dates. those are my nemesis lol

Anonymous asked
after losing 80+ pounds did you get any loose skin?

I do not have any loose skin yet thank god! It has been one of the things I’ve been the most afraid of! I think by the time I’m done (because I’m not quite where I want to be yet…) that I  might have some on my belly but I’m okay with that! I’ll take the loose skin over how uncomfortable and miserable I was when I was 260 pounds!

I crossed another threshold!! Down to 179! 19 pounds until a one hundred pound loss- bring it!

Was curious about my face after 80 pounds lost… My eyes look so much bigger!

Was curious about my face after 80 pounds lost… My eyes look so much bigger!

how is it…

how is it that something you want so bad. something that you think about, every second, of every day. can be so hard to put into motion?

motivation is great. when it lasts for longer than a morning.

weight loss is great. when you dont gain it back.

gaining and losing the same 5 pounds for (i dont even know how many) months takes a toll on you mentally. I lose my motivation as quickly as it comes about, and I just dont understand how I can care so much and yet so little all at  once.

This makes me really happy. I cannot tell you how many heated arguments I have been in with people over this- I don’t understand why people are so closed minded.

This is hard to remember sometimes- but it’s important. I don’t know why it feels like we need to punish ourselves for being overweight; it doesnt make us bad people. If you dont like it- then work towards changing it- but ultimately, no matter your size or shape, you deserve to be happy.

This is hard to remember sometimes- but it’s important. I don’t know why it feels like we need to punish ourselves for being overweight; it doesnt make us bad people. If you dont like it- then work towards changing it- but ultimately, no matter your size or shape, you deserve to be happy.

(Source: the--personal--quotes)

I wish there was pole dancing classes around here- I would love to go!

I wish there was pole dancing classes around here- I would love to go!

(Source: zen-of-jen)